a friday ritual
a single photograph from my week
a simple sweet moment to cherish
joining with soulemama and others around the whirled
today Some solo moments by a silver shiny sea
reveal an expression of self inquiry
i want to hear the truth within me
Beyond the babblings of this mind and fear
There lies the knowing and clarity
in a stillness i cannot force
if only i can move aside
To allow this space for it to arise
To put my ponderings down to rest
To connect with the heart of it
I am fearful, I see this
remind me, my soul is steady despite the outer bombardment
The path ahead is divided and I must choose a way once more
Please instinct please knowingness please wise owl
turn up the volume, allow me to hear
in this moment I have forgotten how
Waking up to
The ocean does something really wonderful to me! Particularly in the glow and cool of early morn as I stretch open my body and mind.
Then reading this post which inspired me and articulated gently a common thread in parenting.
Blessings on your day
Can you give yourself a simple intention for this day?
R
Thank you J for the photos
Bruny Island adventures
a long story with lots of photographs
It begins with
crankiness along the coast
tired and tetchy
itchy and scratchy
we are at a frictious all time low {i think that every time we hit the downside of our cycle}
finally a camp at the neck campground and some play
i remember to bring out the watercolour paints and pencils
Jesse remembers to play music
(note the kids cubby next door)
which i tried to help with by request and ended up being screamed at
tempers are frayed these days
but Lily finds meditation in making a bush home for Cedar’s leopard
we look for penguins late into the night
and are just cold and disappointed
{take a red light torch and lots of warm clothes, a flask of hot tea and make everyone be silent or the penguins will wait until the noisy crowd gives up and not come to everyone else leaves! making their young wait hours while they wait in the water until it’s safe}
adventure bay offers us a little respite simply by being beautiful and we split up and take a child each and some space
but things are stilted and we are not flowing together
even filling our water tank becomes an issue
i am reminded that despite external surroundings it is one’s inner state which dictates one’s happiness
and that when one is happy one doesn’t mind so much where one is!
i start to pray
help us find a safe place to unfold
find a friend for Lily
find a supportive friend for Jesse
find me a hot shower and some nurturing
and then
like a mirage is Michael running down the road
ask and ye shall receive
oh thankyou!
Michaels blue bush palace has evidence of his seabound joy everywhere
boats, diving gear, surfboards, fishing tackle, shells, paddles, wetsuits, seaweed…..
He and Jesse met nearly 15 years ago and he generously invites us to stay a night
{which becomes two}
he has an abundant garden including a hothouse for the cold season
and thrives on this and seafood of all varieties
he collects and dries his own wild seaweed for added nutrition!
Michael shares his warm heart and uplifting life values so openly
we can’t help but ease open too.
Lily and his son Brody become instant mates and Cedar is happy playing with his tonka truck
or shovelling sand
I luxuriate in a long hot riverwater shower…
We are blown away to have abalone prepared for us {me first time! ahhhh yum}
though at first i can’t believe these yucky slimy mess are so coveted
the bounty of Michael and Flo’s {current French WWOOFer} recent dive
prepared with Michaels incredible {unusual} experienced process
{not what they do in restaurents}
we are soon feasting
Cedar decides to eat nothing else!
luxury tender surprising salty deliciousness!
i cant quite fathom we are eating about $300 worth of abalone!
Jesse and I look at each other and wonder how we got here?
while the men are cooking I wander about photographing the property
it is all blue, light, timber trims, glass and mirrors
a lush oasis on Bruny island
and then morning and Michael shares his passion for surfing with us
his clear enthusiasm is infectious and transparent
we meet the only other family on the beach on holiday from Sydney and wishing they lived here
i am fascinated by his {holiday fellow} hollow wooden surfboard, a beautiful play thing
Lily gets her first wave! she is helped up to standing and then pushed off to ride to shore again and again
she is totally high
and freezing
while the others are in the icy seaweedy water {swim anyone?}
i play ashore with Cedar
and engage myself with unknotting a 15m tangle of kelp I love this giant sea tree
i slice some of the new growth to take home and dry
to add to soups
next is our beach drive tour of Cloudy bay
ending with a paradisical swim in the pristine turquoise calm side of the bay
the land is a stunning contrast of sea sky and forest
it feels untouched and still enchanted here and i am deeply touched by the peace and bounty of this area
the children slide down a massive sand dune endlessly
Jesse and I swim and chase
while Michael catches up on some internet work
{and if y’all get over there quick you too can meet Michael at the awesome festival which he organizes!}
what a beautiful friend living an incredible lifestyle
I am so inspired by this man who is living his bliss
sharing his bliss
caring for and inspiring others
Thankyou for welcoming us in and encouraging the joy back into our hearts
so a long story that started painfully, had a happy ending
and the finale was sailing the bus and eating a pile of fresh baguettes and cheese…
sometimes i feel like the luckiest woman
Excuse me
Have you seen January?
I seem to have misplaced her
While i
Neglected the blog/boggle
Spent a lot of time in the moment
Travelled as far south as we could go
Caught the sky from the bridge
fished unsuccessfully
Fossicked for shellfish and feasted
she sang
cockles and mussels alive alive oh…
Wondered about the history of the place
Now called Cockle Creek
Abundance food and wildlife
Whispers of grand old trees
And strong people watching
Wails of whales as they where massacred in the bay
A sad sad history to learn about
From humorous informative rangers
Learnt about our magnificent giants of the sea
And how to rescue a beached one or many
{remember, call for help, keep warm, don’t breath in their blowhole, pilot whales are the most commonly beached in Tasmania, put a stick in the ground infront of live ones, keep their tails to the sea until you are ready to release them all at the same time, shade them}
felt impressed that my girl has this appreciation for whales and dolphins, experience and knowledge for the rest of her life now
felt on the right path of life
Took a classic portrait of men and bones
had a whale of a time!
Enjoyed the sea air and the shelter from it
i Got cold but
Jesse finally took the plunge
while Lily had a nature drawing session
I lounged in triggerplant bliss
My head amongst a million pink helpers
the medicine of rejuvenation and restoration
Met young old friends
And had a date up a giant tree
Lily had a lock on
Then we
Grudgingly left
Coaxed on by a berry good carrot
Drove north
While I processed a myriad of thoughts emotions and responses
And gave thanks for a time of respite
Amidst the chaos of full days
Mostly joyful
With berry/cherry stained lips
Noticed the tiredness.depression link
And went to bed
xxx